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Collecting without eBay

For the longest time I mostly just looked. I surveyed the outgrown, the underused, the inherited, the once-wanted unwanted things. It was summer and the plastic, glass, and ceramic baked on white sheets in the
afternoon heat. What I picked up was often hot to the touch.

It sometimes took weeks, sometimes longer, to settle on an object and
then to find it again. The settling was easy. I found things beautiful.
I got a particular type of loneliness just by looking at certain
things, and of course that’s how I knew. After about a dozen or so stops
I’m sure you could start to see it too: a kind of brightness of an item
that’s losing its luster, not just where you were, but all over. Not to
me, like I said, but to others.

I’m not immune to this process entirely. I once bought back a copy of
a book I had written at fifty cents on the dollar. It was inscribed:
“To Andy. Love, Julia.” The funny thing is I’m about to marry an Andy, a
different one. I thought for a second the used copy was his. It
couldn’t be, though. His copy never left our library.

Among other things, this project proposes a rubric of value based on
search speed. I heard you can find fifty-four Emerson Jumbo Universal
remotes in 0.34 seconds. It took me seventy-one days to find my second
Emerson Jumbo Universal remote, buried in a gray bin in a garage in
Kingston, NY. When I grabbed it out of the pile I was flooded with
feeling. Now you tell me that remote isn’t one of the most valuable
things I own.

This is a collection of duplicate items I gathered piece by piece.
This is a collection of multiples assembled without using the Internet.

by Julia Weist